[ Where myth fades to legend ]

 

I made this one for my father who passed away in october 9, 2009.
i was about to sing this song on the funural. but i was too emotional to make it.

i miss you .

one thing that i've been thinking about is women abuse. I think, if it ever happen to me, i would repressed. We, who is outside of it can easily say: Why do you stay with him? leave him! But i think it's not that easy. If i would ever end up in that position.. i think i would stay there with him anyhow. I would be permanent in the life we ones had, when our love was one. I would be in love with the man who no longer exicted.

i allow my self to get hurt. i did everything for him. He never listend to me and he loan money that i never got back. i allowed myself, hopening on his promises but that i knew from the begining that it would never happend.

Why couldn't i see that? No, beacuse love is blind! It isn't before after when you have passed you realised who it really were. When i tought about that, i started to think "What if".. if i allowed him to treat me like that, i think i would be "her".. that person who ended up in that position. abused.

Love is blind for me, untill someone with a beautiful soul open up my eyes and show me the opposite.
True story.

 

 

i've been sick for more than a week. And it's not fun at all.

I got cough. And it just don't stop! It feels like it just get worse for every single day that pass away. it's so bad that i can't sleep at nights and it makes it hard for me to breathe. i've been trying cough medicin, but it dosen't help. I read an articel that says that dark chocolate is even better then medicine. So maybe that will help? I'm thinking about to make a try.

 

And btw: i got my hips pierced!
It looks so rad :D Now i just have to make my stomach look great, and after that it probebly will look - awesome!

true story.

Me and josefine are going to Vatra and eating sushi pretty soon.
I've been such a geek when it comes to sushi. i just love it!

And to night it's gonna be a good night. cuz to night we're going out!
True story.

Hi everyone, who is reading my blog.
Alot has been happening lately. where should i stard?

Oh yeah, i got a job as a reporter at a new music magazine called "Rock&Roll Magazin". the people that i am working with are awesome, and they have alot of ideas. i think it will turn out well.

On friday i am doin an operation for my wisdom teeth.
like Ty at extreme home makeover always says: Let's do some demo!. i can allready feel the pain that i am going to have afterwards. damn it, what have i get in to? i'm so dead.

And at the same day, i am going to buy a cat for my grandma who is having her birthday the day after. She dosen't know that me and my siblings are going to buy a cat for her. I hope she dosen't get mad :)

 

have a good day !

 

I just love the disney movies, the classics!
i'm sitting here the chair in my room and litsen to disney on spotify!
They make me think about my childhood. oh, i just love'em!

 

My favorite disney movies will be: Lion king, alice in wonderland, Peter Pan, Aladdin and Little mermaid!
But i think each classics are special to me in thier own way.

which disney movie is your favorite?

/ Sannie Schütt

 

 

i can't believe you're not with us anymore.
it hurts. i can't make my tears stop falling from my eyes.

the funeral was so beautiful. with all the flowers around the coffin and the sounds that fill the church with beautiful music.
I know that you're on a better place. A place fill with harm and peace.

 

Dad, i miss you.
and i love you . forever and ever.

 

My Halloween was awesome. I were at a friends house who lives far away. I got to know alot of new friends. And they're freaking awesome. I had alot of fun, did you? How was your Halloween?

 

I was Alice in wonderland if you wonder.

 

 

Sannie Schütt xoxo

 

Long time ago sense a wrote something here in this blog, haha.

maybe, you might see that i've done some changes. with the layout i mean.
it's better than the other one. or what do you think?

I've been pretty bussy latley. alot of things have happen.
well, i'm not going to the us and working as an au pair in November. I was supposed to, but then something happen in the end of the summer. So i'm going to do an operation. And after that, maybe in 6 months, im going! Hopefully.

 

Take care!

Hi everyone!
I'm not that good by writing anything here in the journal..
I just wanted you to know that i have a blog. you can follow every singel step. I put up alot of pictures, videos and so much more! It's in swedish, BUT i added a "Google icon" on the right side. By chooseing your language the hole blog gets translated to your language. that's awesome, right?

I checked it out for a couple of minuets ago, the translate is not the greatest..
But i think you'll understand.

I LOVE COMMENTS!! :  3

HERE IS MY BLOG -- > http://www.sannieschutt.blogg.se

take care
Love sannie xoxo

Today, i got this necklesse from my friend Linus!
AND HE MADE IT!!

I love it so much <33

 

 

I'd alot of fun at new years eve.
I spend my day together with a couple of friends.
we'd a dinner, we played games like guitar hero and buzz.
And when the clock was almost 12 we went in to the city and watch the fireworks and
talked with the other people at the bridge.

My hair looks awful in this pic.
but what the heck!

Happy new year!

Hope 2009 will be a better year.

God mornin'.
I hope u all had a great christmas and got alot of presents.

What i got for present was:
2 cd's : Alesana - where myth fades to legend
We shot the moon - fear and love.
Private Songlessons with Daniela Glemme who is a professional musicalartist and songchoach. : )
2:nd and 3:rd book of twilight.
money and alot of other stuff.

what did u got?

 

/ Sannie 

Hey everyone!
Short update:

1. I were in Gothenburg last night and hang out with my friend Paulo. and we saw Twilight. ( for the second time for me). hehe.
I sleept over. When i was supposed to take the train home so i would come 30 min in time to school.
I missed that, so i took the other one and i was late for 17 min.
The teacher didn't hit me with a stick. I'm lucky.

2. Tomorrow and on Sunday i'm going to be in Union Squares Music video.
I'm really excited about that!
But I don't know what i would be wearing.

What are you going to do this weekend?
remember, you can have fun on weekends without - Alcohol!
Love Sannie

I'm sick today.
and it seems like i only write in my journal when i am not feeling well. haha.
Soon i'll start to take car lessons. I am really excited about that. So to be on the safe side, do not be outside for a couple of months, haha. the swedes have to be worried.

There's one thing that i do not like about buzznet.
Of course everyone loves to get notes, BUT. I think it's so frustrated to have to go to the other persons profile and then make a comment there.
It would be so much easier if we could click on a "answer" button or something. -.-
That's why it takes a very long time for me to answer (sometimes).
I'm lazy, i know.

Last weekend i saw Twilight.
I have to tell, it was the best movie that i've ever seen for a very long time, haha.
I really liked it. So i want all the books of Twilight for christmas. hehe.
Have you seen Twilight? if you have - what did you think about it?


This is a very random contribution.
just deal with it :P

good morning, i am in stockholm right now.
it's so great, im with my best friend ida, and i love her so much.

we had fun yesterday by takin' alot of crazy pics.
If you wonder who's that guy, it's oskar.. XD
i love u ida... and oskar is.. nuts XD




mmm chocolate :>

Today i got posted my application to Cultural care, au pair!
What is left is the driving licence, and the approval from a family.
I am little bit worried about that actually, if someone is going to except me - just beacuse of my look.
They can't make me dye my hair to a neautral colour, or taking out my piercings. Cuz i'm never gonna do it.
And what should i do with my tattoo? but some make-up on it every single day? haha no way >_>
They have to except me for who i am, tehee : )

and im thinking about to get snakebites btw.
haha, should i go for it?
if I do - should i take out the piercing in the eyebrow?
xoxo

sorry for being such a boring person lately.
I'm going to the hostpital soon, i got some problems with my back, again.
It hurt so much that i cried so hard beacuse of the pain last night.
maybe i'll do an x-ray. we'll see.
I want it to stop, i cant take this anymore...
Today it's my baby sisters birthday!
she turn 8, and it's gonna be alot of cake...
I love cake XD

Cya <3

No make up, and you like it ; >

back, back to school again...